i just love

It is hard for me to admit this
But I love you
I love the way you cut your hair
I love the way you wear your shirts
I love how you laugh every time we touched
I love that we love the same things
I love that we kept patching things up after being divided so many times
I love you

After you left I kept searching for you in everyone else
I kept hoping that someone would be enough for me
Someone would make me feel the way you do
But just so you know
I never found that someone

Because you are not who I thought you were
You are different from the person inside my head
Different from the person that I saw
You are not as amazing as I thought you were
You are not the person that I liked
You are not the person that I loved

I don’t think I love you
I don’t think I have ever actually know you
I wanted it to be you
I just want to be loved
I don’t love you
I just love the idea of being loved

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