to all the friends I used to know

I was used to feeling numb
It was all I ever felt
But for the first time
I felt everything
I felt alive
Then you make numbness
The only thing I had
To be the worst thing I ever felt
Then you turned me
Into something that I’m not
You took everything I ever had
I ever felt
And then you left

And I will make sure you wont take it again
My sense of purpose
My conscience
My future
Who I am
Maybe this is why I was selfish
Then I don’t want to be selfish anymore
So I will let my guard down
I will open up a bit more
I will make friends
But don’t for a second think
That I’m being weak
That I will fall for another you


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